Everyone went out today, my family went out. Feeling lethargic after taking medicine. There goes my saturday :(

And yes, I want to go out  tomorrow! No plans yet, shall see how it goes. Shouldn't waste my life rotting away. Weekends are the best days out of the whole week. Monday to Wednesday seems so hard to get by, but Thursday onward not that bad. Saturday is the best time to enjoy. Well, as for Sunday.. Good to enjoy too. But the thought of working the next day, super sian diao. Haha. This is what I derived from working for three weeks. I want to enjoy whilst I can. I really want to make full use of it!

Nowadays I am spending very little time with my family, not much communication. And yet, I don't like to stay at home. This explain why I don't like to go home so early, and go out as early as possible. Perhaps this is part and parcel of growing up. But, I still love dad mom and bro. I really do.

As time goes by, I feel as if I am losing myself bit by bit. It seems like I do not have any direction in life. I realised I've been taking things too hard. It gets tired after some time.  Perhaps now is the time to put some things down, or maybe not holding on so tight. And, it is time to prepare for my own future plans too.