sigh. sometimes I feel that my mind, or heart, is in a state of confusion.

I always thought that I am strong and won't be affected by it.. why is it so hard to let go? our memories is holding me back.. bits and pieces of it.. I miss taking care of you when you aren't feeling too well..

still questioning myself about why did this happen. still missing you when I know I shouldn't.

what should I do? can you tell me? sick and tired of my life.