I think nothing can describe my mood right now.

I just feel as if as if I'm alone. Sometimes I hate myself for being so weak. I just feel like killing myself.

Perhaps things have been going on too smoothly recently. And I'm a little used to it already. So a little negative feeling is enough to hit me back to a square one. Maybe I shouldn't always imagine life to be always full of ups and no downs.

I began to discover my inner self as days pass by.. I'm not as good I thought I am. Am I worthy to be loved or to love someone?

Can you please tell me?

:'(